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Three days before Irakli's funeral, George hosts Sergei Zaitsev, the father of a Ukrainian soldier from the Zgard unit. He came to Tbilisi on behalf of his son to pay a tribute to Irakli, the volunteer who died for his Ukrainian motherland.

Irakli’s body was repatriated to Georgia on St. George’s day, November 23, 2023. His funeral was held in Rustavi on November 25, 2023. George Shanidze and Irakli Kurtsikidze fought together in the Zgard unit, where they met.

George, also called "810" on the battlefield because of his tattoo, stands among the crowd of relatives and acquaintances at Irakli's funeral.

George and his long-time friend, Davit, play with George's niece. Since he came back, George really wishes to become a father. When he plays with his niece Amelie or when he holds her in his arms, the baby-fever gets even stronger.

George attends the concert of one of the bands, named "Skazz", he is launching a music studio with. On that night, he doesn't mix with the crowd and feels quite exhausted, as he spent the twelve first days of January partying and drinking every day.

“We, the kids of the ‘90s, are a fucked-up generation," says George, due to the criminality, conflicts, power cuts and financial strain that characterize the decade after the Soviet collapse.

At first, George's plan after his time in Ukraine wasn't to return to his homeland. He wanted to flee Georgia's political and economic situation. He was also reluctant to the idea of coming back to Tbilisi and seeing the sheer number of Russian exiles who settled there.

An advanced combat optical gunsight and a lighter with stickers of the Ukrainian Armed Forces’ logo, placed on his window sill. The items he keeps from war fit a small bag and a plastic sleeve.

In hindsight, George admits that his decision to take up arms was quite selfish, as it may also have been his “adrenaline’s addiction,” as he calls it, that gave him that extra edge to join the bus journey to Ukraine.

War sneaks through the constant flow of push-notifications he receives from group chats. His phone keeps him connected 24/7 to the frontline.

In Georgian society, volunteers who fight in Ukraine are often described as heroes. But George doesn’t talk about war in heroic terms. “I don’t think I do things because they’re good or bad. I do things for myself because of how I feel, and I take complete responsibility for it,” he explains. George says that he will not return to Ukraine. If he is to take up arms again, it will be because his country, Georgia, needs him to.